normally, i'm not a control freak. but this is where i need complete control. and i don't have that anymore. i'm sure you aren't even aware that you took it. but now i'm like a skydiver with a broken parachute. i'll try, and try, to get that parachute open, but all my efforts won't be enough.
and i can't help but fall, because it's all i can do. but you can guarantee i'm clawing and ripping at nothingness, all the way down. you can bet i'll grab onto something, because if the landing hurts anyone, it's not gonna be me.