you can't get out of it

summer's gone, and i can't stop wishing it wasn't. i hate this.
get up, rush to the bus, rush to school, rush home, rush homework, collapse, give up, procrastinate (again), look up, write down, fill out, hold in. this isn't what i want. i need to work, and i need to sleep. i write things down, and they don't get done. can i please give up?