it's like being on pause, frozen, but still a constant. a disrupted balance, from too much leaning, an accidental shift of weight, so it all comes down. an innocent and shocked bystander, watching the impact (or lack thereof).
like holding sand, like catching smoke. can you feel it slip-slip-slipping away? if you even had anything to hold onto in the first place. maybe, that realization will help to see through the fog.